Desperately Seeking Spiritual Connection

Mission Notes from the Edge of Time

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Nine Inspirations under crowns of laurel,

  Showering secrets from above.

Whisper wisdom by light of the moon—

  Touch softly the soul of my Love.

Dear Diary,

Forgive me for ignoring you these past two years. Just when I wanted out, fate pulls me back into the human predicament. Perhaps it was wishful thinking sometime ago wanting this blog ended and yours truly onto a different life. It appears we may rest from time to time along our path to the spiritual mountain top, but we can never really stop. One does not commune with hummingbirds and then go on to a simple life. Hoisted by your own petard, we must continue in spiritual ascension enlightening and saving souls as fate commands.

While cause for hope springs forth here and there, darkness weighs heavily over this wanton world well before the golden dawn. True to gypsy man way of life, I find myself back once again where rat packs and a glitter gulch were born. Plans ask for a brief stay under neon lights after living over two years in humid Houston. Plans like a petulant young goddess are fickle bending with forceful wind.

Stepping away from the edge of time briefly, I actually voted for the first time in Texas. Texas along with Florida and perhaps a few other states in America remain as last bastions of freedom perhaps in the entire world. Most all other states in America are now mired in corporate marxism where science poses as a new god.

Two years of very limited intellectual and artistic activity spur urges to create. Lately, my mind wanders to rewriting the book that launched this journey and starting a new book that will finish it. Rewriting Dawning of the Matriarch Society should be an illuminating project. Still, starting this new book almost defies spiritual superlatives. New concepts sparking new terms, perhaps philosophical building blocks for a new cultural paradigm, my next book begs for a writing partner.

Early years spent on dating sites I remember going quite well. Then again, most of my early life before enlightenment can be described as lucky with women. Comparatively, I have led an enviable love life as enforced by different male friend conversations over the years. Alas, seems a distant past here in my senior years. Driving forces then centered solely around hormonal dictates. Seems appropriate now that my desires for a companion center around intellect and spirituality. Physical attractions were vastly easier seemingly just yesterday. Today, dating sites offer the boring, detectives, or scared kittens.

Driving now for a ride share company, I meet many women. Very often we have wonderful, funny, or even deep conversations. Such women are usually over 30 years younger than the author. Cannot find one woman on any dating site with a conversation going beyond, bowling, traveling, Christian religion, and spending time with my family. Is this a sign of the times or my age?

Wondering now has anyone written a blog post that was clarion call for a date? This is not that blog. I am wanting a companion who inspires my writing. Such inspiration can come in many forms. Romance is unimportant. Intellect, the capacity to comprehend new ideas and impulsively ask questions. To be such a companion, to spend considerable time together united by the same goal, positive emotions must be present. We must enjoy each others company for whatever reasons. There is a prominent psychiatrist who acknowledges loving emotions for patients and that such emotions between therapist and patient are natural and should be acknowledged. So then, my companion must have the capacity for love whether that love is romantic or platonic. A successful relationship in this endeavor cannot begin without the capacity for flourishing positive emotion between the two of us as would be inevitable in a close working relationship.

A brief description of my new book is in order. Only a few great mystics through the ages knew about a cosmic like force within the female species. I believe we see this concept in the idea of harems and this phenomena is also mentioned pragmatically in The Book of Mormon religion. I believe to be the first in giving this phenomena happening between men and women a name. I call this phenomena sporadically occurring on a cosmic level between men and women, the Heterosexual Nexus.

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So then, one might say we depart on a sacred journey to study love on the ethereal plane. Our relationship, whether platonic or romantic must be included in some chapter of the book. Great romance and passion in my young past built a Poet. Paradoxically, I have never known intellectual or spiritual love and connection. Fate taunts me with such love only in passing like ships in the night. I know she is there. Seems never to be our time. 

  Our wonderful universe ordains this book and I would never believe it is to be written without direct aid of an earth goddess. A great void exists on dating sites for freethinkers. So, I go to the blogosphere and virtual space to find a woman among women. Poet seeks someone unknowing of her magic, someone with deep thoughts, someone looking for higher destiny. Writers would be good for this collaboration but the capacity for love and higher thinking remain key. Qualifications appear more subjective, spiritual and intellectual. Back in the day, I never cared about the religion of my girlfriends. Same remains true for this… partnership. Really need someone to bounce new ideas off who owns an internal sounding board. Looking for a rare breed, someone looking for a spiritual adventure.

Successful partner in this endeavor shall be given co-writer credits and copyrights regardless of any literary contribution at publication. Further remunerations negotiable. Living in Las Vegas now, but this probably is not my final destination. I anticipate beginning research in one year so we have plenty of time to discuss all concepts, and associated matriarch society. Minimum time we need to spend together during the entire project estimated to be three months. All other contact can be virtual and cell phones. Please, send resume or cover letter with subject heading; 

Heterosexual Nexus

To:  paganpaine@gmail.com

LINKS

Cosmic Transference; The Heterosexual Nexus

Saving Lady Liberals Under Natal Venus

Cosmic Tracks of My Tears

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A Few More Tears; Living on the Edge of Time

Living in this new reality, hyper-reality, enlightened

awareness where little smiles contain greatest joy and minor hurts cut deeply and painfully, one is left to wonder what fate plans next.  How much can I control?  How much should I control? Paradoxical parlance perplexes this particular spiritual path.  At this point, even to do nothing carries repercussions.  We understand now how the ancients and still much of humanity today is consumed with knowing the future seeking psychics and various fortune tellers.

Suffering greatly lately with an affliction causing deep romantic attraction to ladies of a liberal persuasion, one has to wonder if this is some important mission-related problem I am to solve.  Great powers that be must know that suffering in itself is a problem to be overcome.  If my suffering is unending, how the hell am I to find time to figure out even the time of day let alone the intricate mind of the liberal lady?

It actually crossed my mind that perhaps cosmic powers running the show want a few more tears from yours truly since magick residing in them came from my own words.  Careful what you wish for... careful what you say into the vast quantum field of dreams.  Let the tracks of my tears lead to Utopia.  Oh, the cosmic irony of it all!

Lately, the wacky tornado wanders through this timeless imagination leaving in her a wake deep pain and sadness that seems to stretch across lifetimes.  Stars and planets may connect us, if only they could think for us.  In all the gin joints in all the world, it makes perfect sense she would walk into mine.  One supposes that someone had to beg for mercy for one of these many snowflakes falling apart and melting down all over America.

Award-winning Comedian, Sarah K. Silverman

Perhaps she is representative of them all.  Perhaps  untapped power waiting to ignite under weight of terrible tears scares them senseless.  Watching love become an unwitting stooge to monsters and fools falls under suffering meted out by the Marquis De Sade.

Many relationships over the last few years have ended in liberal looniness leaving this spiritual warrior scratching his head.  Watching love wallow in mediocrity, asleep at the wheel, a contemporary zombie, just another victim of patriarch matrix malevolence and her own vulnerability appears inescapable in my new enigmatic prison.  Trapped in a living puzzle, a virtual maze of snowflake flakey love, I am forced to unravel the mystery for spiritual survival and ascension.

Given the keys to a splendid universe in mint condition and secrets to eternity, I am as most of us are well beyond the evolution of my namesake and great Forefather, Thomas Paine.  Still, I am given to wonder as he did in his later years of cosmic questions taking us beyond death.  He wondered about intelligent life in our universe.  I wonder if I must know eternity alone watching friends and family grow old and die all around me?

As a breathing paradox slowly makes this transition from thrower of cosmic fireballs to spiritual and physical healer, it is a type of suffering to pay attention to politics for someone who has never voted.  Nevertheless, it is a repercussion of awareness and part of the journey and growth.  In for a penny, in for a pound, as they say.  If I am condemned for some unknown time to suffering through bureaucracy and lost snowflake love for the sake of humanity, it can only be like sands through the hourglass and my new reality of living on the edge of time.

LINKS

Pinterest; Canager Original Burning

Sarah Silverman Says Louis C.K. Masturbated In Front Of Her With Consent

Sarah Silverman's 'I Love You America' canceled by Hulu 

Hating Ayn Rand

Ayn Rand, Author/Philosopher 1905-1982

Ayn Rand was a Russian-American writer and philosopher. She is known for her two best-selling novels, The Fountainhead and Atlas Shrugged, and for developing a philosophical system she named Objectivism. -Wikipedia

Why is Ayn Rand despised by the liberal left? We know President Donald Trump admires the writings of Miss Rand along with several of his cabinet members. Given the blind hatred of Rand by a preponderance of liberals, one now can see why liberals are so enraged to have Trump as president. It makes sense only in regard to hate and guilt by association. Specific hatred for Ayn Rand and her philosophy remains a mystery other than naked envy and fear.  Why does the criminal hate police?  Motivation powering Rand haters though difficult to accept at first, appears simple and obvious.

As Salmieri notes in his response, throughout her piece Cleary takes it for granted that Rand’s views are wrong and expects that refuting them should be straightforward. Notably, she never offers any attempted refutations of Rand’s actual positions. Perhaps she could have if the piece had been longer. But even still, what does it imply to presume that one’s audience doesn’t even need to be given an indication as to what the flaws in an entire system of philosophy might be?  

-Ben Bayer, The New Ideal

Answering the above question; it denotes that embracing ignorance as a value leads to ignorance as philosophy and inevitable psychosis that can manifest as several psychological illnesses including Trump Derangement Syndrome.  Liberal ideology is without solid foundation.

The most notable critics of Miss Rand and her Objectivist philosophy are linguist and author, Noam Chomsky and ex-president Barack Hussein Obama. To repeat their critiques here would give them credibility and they have none.  Writers more learned than a poet have taken them apart.  Also, their indefensible unsupported opinions die on their face.  When one recalls their infamous criticisms of Rand and given their status as liberal heroes, the unhinged rage against Trump carries a familiar ring.

One does wonder why and how criticisms from Chomsky were ever taken seriously given his accomplishments in comparison to Rand. Wikipedia may list him as philosopher but his body of writings do not support the claim.  His field of study and professional merit appears closer to science than humanities, a language scientist.  Chomsky also made bizarre comments on pornography as if he were a leading researcher or writer in the pornography or sex field.  Respecting a critique from Chomsky on Rand is like asking for and respecting sexual advice from a Puritan.

Obama accomplished a vaunted law degree from Harvard yet was never actually able to get a job as lawyer. Although he became a law professor at the University of Chicago, there were no great books or grand achievements during that time.  Mark Twain told us most all we need to know about Congress.  That Obama was able to become a Congressman is truly no great achievement even before America discovered Project Veritas.  During his time in Congress he recorded no great achievement. So then, how could Obama have a respected opinion on Ayn Rand, a prolific beloved author and philosopher who has works translated in over a dozen nations? Why would anyone respect the opinion of Obama on anything other than perhaps law? As he never worked as a lawyer, even that might be a stretch.  Therefore, what can Obama speak on with expertise and credibility? Creating content for Netflix? Race relations? Gender-neutral restrooms?  What?

There really are people and institutions made up of people, who respond with hatred in the presence of goodness and would destroy the good insofar as it is in their power to do so. They do this not with conscious malice but blindly, lacking awareness of their own evil — indeed, seeking to avoid any such awareness. As has been described of the devil in religious literature, they hate the light and instinctively will do anything to avoid it including attempting to extinguish it. They will destroy the light in their own children and in all other beings subject to their power.  

-M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled

An obscure Chomsky continues to battle dementia as Obama fights to preserve a life of pretense built on false self-esteem and corruption.  If Chomsky and Obama are the best critics of Ayn Rand, what can one expect from their foot soldiers who lack lofty college degrees?  Why are we surprised at Trump haters wailing into the night sky one year after his inauguration or any of their bizarre public tantrums disguised as protests?  Invectives, personal attacks, and parroted outlandish opinions replace reason in liberal reality.  While hurting their feelings gives them reason to censor your free speech.

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My introduction to Ayn Rand was over 30 years ago and I have yet to hear or read a lucid objective and supported criticism of her work. I stopped looking for clarity from Rand haters long ago. Still, it is a bit gratifying to know all the many deranged haters from the left that I have run into over the years are now having philosophical indigestion under Trump for the next six years. And, it will only get worse for liberals as America thrives.  An enlightenment event brought rebirth and I now walk a spiritual path.  Delighting in suffering of others should be beneath one who communes with hummingbirds.  It is quite possible that I am the first of my kind, an Objectivist embracing spirituality.  I shall not be the last.  Nevertheless, nobody is perfect. Perfection is rather a destination. Ayn Rand provides the best launching pad to destination utopia.

LINKS

Lunapic.com

Real Philosophers Don't Just Reflect the Trendy Consensus

Ayn Rand... Why Progressives Hate Her and How Conervatives Intentionally Misrepresent and Use Her

Donald Trump, Paul Ryan and Andy Puzder say they love Ayn Rand's ...
AynRand.org

The Atlas Society

Atlas Shrugged Movie

Mark Twain Quotes

Where Humanity Finds Salvation

Rachel Weisz, Agora

Battle Notes 0.9

What remains in this battle to save humanity from a death of many cuts otherwise known as species extinction are dark details of how a malevolent patriarch matrix paradigm is flipped to fragrant fertile feet of loving spiritual matriarchs.  Time after time this beleaguered spirit wishes to go back to being just another uncaring guy trying to get buy in the circus.  There is no path tracing back into darkness.  Each step forward now breaks new ground and cosmic powers send no set of instructions when offering Spiritual Warriors keys to our universe.

Never voting keeps one out of the mud I suspect and since being made to care and get involved, lessons of Scorpio Moon become clearer.  More sympathy emanates for those of you voting for so many of these people for so many years and having trust betrayed in so many ways.  Connected to and encouraged to stand by perhaps the worst U.S. presidential candidate in history seems to give Firestorm  reasons to embrace mercy.

Seems impossible Donald Trump could be our next U.S. President but look at the other choice given to us by the mostly liberal media.  You would not know there are two other candidates.  If Barack Obama is the Prince of Pretense then Hillary Clinton would be the Queen. Wikileaks reveals both as partners in crimes against the state.  Fanning flames of cold war with Russia to hide true reasons for emailgate appears to be a dangerous gamble that backfires.  When their hidden actions speak to treason, how does one at this point get soldiers to fight for Obama or Clinton?  Partners in crime perhaps provide anti-establishment challenger Trump keys to the White House.

I said how this global theater plays out is unknown even though stars and planets at birth suggest a powerfully prophetic Poet writes here.  How much of this imagination speaks to prophecy and how much to Quantum Field manipulation or what Witches call magick? 

A lot of us were right about Obama and it did not take a prophet to see a measure of evil lurking behind the phony smile and incompetence.  Nevertheless, I find myself awash in mercy for so many fooled by the fraud and others like him.  And, it is hard to have mercy for such people as many were so self-righteous in their failed Socialist rhetoric based on incomprehensible emotions.  Some American Liberals continue to cling to the Prince and Queen having nowhere else to go as entire nations like the Philippines breaks free of impending disaster should pretense and corruption continue.  

Do Obama supporters and Liberals in general remain self-righteous in the wake of Wikileaks revealing a corrupt Democratic Party and philosophical death of their last hero? How does one hold on to integrity and support Hillary?  Even zombies and sheep deserve a better life free of parasites and monsters.

I said Obama was finished and there should be nothing left to be done by the lips and imagination that cursed his life and name.  If the mostly liberal media did not continuously try to prop him up as anything more than mediocrity, this beleaguered soul could go on to other labors and tears in waiting. 

Out of furious fire and into a gauntlet of tears waiting perhaps for courage to take notice.   Dark details of how humanity finds salvation may go unknown but my future does not change and we come to the end of Firestorm Road here in virtual space.  Time to move on to a new life where a Heathen must save cashed in souls healing invaded intellects and abused bodies finding faith along the way. Fireballs end where a trail of timeless tears begin.  Whether it is this imagination walking where Night Angels fall or this blood, it is as if someone has to do it and there can only be one. 

Accompanied by a surreal sense of fate beckoning softly in the dark
Alone I walk a broken path.

LINKS

Natal Chart of Firestorm Omega

Philippine President Says country 'separating from discourteous U.S'.

Saving Donald Trump

Presidential Candidate, Donald Trump under fire

As we desire a fair and balanced presidential election and because someone has to do it, here then are my top 7 reasons why the latest controversial remarks by Donald Trump should not disqualify him.

1. Such braggadocios comments are indeed made by some men in the company of other men all the time and most men know it.  Raise your hand if you are surprised such comments were made by Mr. Trump a time or two in his lifetime.  Anybody acting surprised has not paid attention to the circus.
2. There are such women as Mr. Trump described like them or not and believe it or not.  We shall create better men and women in the future and this event serves to highlight the culminating age of ignorance.
3. Moving on a married woman lowers the bar but not as low as past presidents.  Mr. Trump looks deeply troubled by this and he should make personal apologies.   It gives pretense a black eye that America should know this now.
4. Who dug this dirt up from eleven years deep?  It stretches credibility that it would be released just as Wikileaks releases damaging audio files of Hillary Clinton more recent speeches to Wall Street.  I suspect the people looking for dirt on Mr. Trump are a part of a vast left wing “bucket of losers.”
5. How many times has Donald Trump been accused of sexual affairs, molestation, or rape?  Get back to me when you get the answer.   Nevertheless, this event highlights notorious exploits of a particular past president more than the exploits of our presidential hopeful.  Mr. Trump would now be more inclined to do something sincerely for women that is not perverted by Feminism.
6. The LA Times had at least 4 front-page photos of Republicans demanding that Trump withdraw from the race.  Los Angeles and especially Hollywood are notorious Liberal places and does that make the Times a mostly Liberal publication?  Any who, this event gives the hypocrites time to thump their chests and claim holier than thou status.  These are the same slave masters who rob women of access to abortion creating unwanted life and killing some women in childbirth.  That sounds like a type or murder to me.  Most of these people had little love for Trump from jump including the awful mostly Liberal Media exposed terribly in this election because of one Donald Trump.
7. Like him or not, Donald Trump is a real man who makes mistakes and is no phony baloney like the current Commander in Chief.  Pretense follows pretense.  Trump by his mere presence alone as our next Commander in Chief smashes pretense upside the head.  This world is choking in stifling pretense born not so long ago when cowards and fools somehow made their way into government.  It has culminated at the bottom of a barrel made by incompetents.  Darkness always precedes the beautiful dawn.

When pretense becomes philosophy, monsters hide in plain sight.

Calling a woman fat or ugly might be rude but it does not constitute sexism or any kind of discrimination.  Is Donald Trump a misogynist?  It demeans the struggle women face to call a rude or forward man a misogynist.  This is just one of many mistakes made by Feminists and now Hillary Clinton.  Demeaning or distorting a real problem does not help the problem.  Feminism is much more dangerous to the species than Donald Trump could ever hope to be.

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Several days have passed since this posting and still no serious allegations against Mr. Trump are produced.  We may be dealing with a dirty old man here who can be reformed.  As a billionaire, Mr. Trump can atone for his words and deeds with a project headed perhaps by someone like Dr. Christina Hoff Sommers or Camille Paglia.  Such atonement would go a long way towards healing and absolutely will not be wasted on vapid ideology currently strangling this nation and others to death.

LINKS

List of Republicans withdrawing support from Donald Trump

The women who've accused Donald Trump

Some Lawmakers Against Trump Have a History of Harassment

City of Lost Angels: Where Timeless Lessons Begin

Battle Notes 0.8

Dear Diary,

I would like to say my job is finished by finally publishing the book that fulfills my wish.  That is where the vast majority of these people here fail.  Failures are often ignored in a world built on pretense.  When culture owes an allegiance to pretense, how does one separate brilliance from abject ignorance?

Fear and loathing, species humanity fears dark death loathing an existence foreign to their own senses.  Taught to disregard precious senses they then seek escape from senses through non-productive activity in every manner imaginable.  Often the manner in which humans embrace escapism includes life-threatening dynamics.  A sub-conscious death wish fuels wasted imagination.

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Those timeless creatures representing infinity seem to be appearing more recently.  It is easy to tell when they want me to notice.  Nevertheless, it does not improve matters here that my little friends are without vocal chords.  Maybe this awareness must rise higher to hear what it cannot see.  Maybe a message is repeated.  ‘Do not curse any more lowly humans to hell.’  Or, maybe they want me to make good on a promise to show more love to these people who are in the end victims.

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As their honored election nears to select another parasite… err President, I must remind them I have never voted and it serves a purpose that should not be missed.   Donald Trump is given an opportunity by the predecessor to be great.  Hillary Clinton is hamstrung by the predecessor.  His low milestones are of historic proportions.   As time counts down in his historic presidency, he begins to look more and more like just another monster.  Scorpio will influence the future but it appears to be much in the same ways as their current leader who continues to reach down for low milestones.  I was recently asked which candidate I feared most and it is not even close.  Pretense follows pretense adapting to change slowly if at all.  It becomes clear my duty is to save her soul.

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Our Goddess seems to possess a marvelous sense of humor.  I asked for an Angel.  You may say I wished or prayed for an Angel.  I recently met a patriarch matrix-damaged young lady giving her name as, Angel.  They seem to get younger in my world.  Should I give thanks or stop laughing?

According to Michael Reagan, businesses are escaping the totalitarian state of California for greener more sane pastures almost anywhere else. California recently raised the minimum wage and probably leads America in bureaucracy and lame laws.  It is a government starving for water, courage, and intellectual integrity siphoned by morality mavens previously known as Liberals.  California is a testament to monsters and parasites in government dragging innocents to species extinction.  Encouraged by a billion dollar industry where pretense is a valuable commodity, they create a vapid and violent culture to a point of absurdity.  Like humanity in generals, no one believes it will continue like this indefinitely.  It explains a worldwide fascination through the ages with doomsday.

The City of Dirty Angels appears to be a magnet for so many lost Angels seeking perhaps a way home.  When they are not manufacturing creeps and freaks, Hollywood is a warehouse where sparkling dreams turn into fading spiritual impotence.  Holding back tears these days just offers another type of suffering in an effort to dampen fury they are born to bring. 

40 per cent of young women disappearing often in suspicious circumstances, are black.

Warrior tears hunt down monsters and parasites introducing eternal flames to epic evil.  Timeless representatives of eternity aside, lessons begin where the job ends.  One hundred thousand years or more…

LINKS

Art Abyss- Lost Angels

Atheist Women; Stand Down to Ascend, Part 2, Send Me an Angel

Reagan Reports for America

The Shocking Forgotten Toll of Missing Black Women in America

Presidential Epithets

Bill Clinton: Monicagate; George W. Bush: WMD War; Barack Obama: Junior Varsity President

Our political leaders one after another seem to guide the nation in a spiral downward to the dark abyss of extinction.  Not since JFK has America had a President it could be proud of for very long.  Let's face it, there is no saving the current guy in office.  So then, what will be the Presidential epithet for Barack Obama?

LINKS

Fairy Houses and Tom...

Monicagate; What Really Happened?

#Monicagate Hashtag

Smoking Gun Still a Phantom

Bush Knew Saddam Had No WMDs

Obama Fumbles "JV Team" Question
Mike Ditka: Obama is the worst President We've ever had

The Feminist Prince

The Junior Varsity President

Dangerous Universe: When Dreams Come True

Legacy of Ignorance

Epimethius is the brother of Prometheus in Greek Mythology.  One was responsible for giving humans freedom and fire.  The other is responsible for giving humanity government and the rest is horrific history.  Someone posted recently on social network about what our President would do once leaving office.  I do not believe being exiled to another country was among the suggestions as these were fans of our leader. I and it appears a large portion of our nation and indeed the world is not a fan of President Epimethius.

As his resume would suggest, one has to believe our President has never had an original idea in his life that did not include taxpayer money.  What kind of President who is accused of being a Marxist by many would have the temerity to visit Communist Cuba? Obama has earned his reputation as one of the worst U.S. Presidents ever and an unconscionable ignoramus.

Fifty percent of American teenagers are thought to be addicted to their cellphones.  Cellphone related auto accidents account for 1 in 4 of them all, not just specific to teenagers.  President Barack Hussein Obama has flooded the market with free "Obama Phones".  Every time you see someone walking with their head down attention riveted to their phones, think of Obama and his legacy of ignorance.

LINKS

Cell Phone use causes over 1 in 4 car accidents

Teens, Social Media, & Technology Overview 2015

The Tragic Mistake of President Obama's Cuba Trip

Phone company Outraged  By Fraud, Abuse Uncovered in Obama Phone Program

Supreme Court Ignores Obama's Pleas, Bans Warrant-less Phone Searches