Awareness Birthday

Awkward title when you think of it as this is not about celebrating that moment when awareness was achieved.  No, this is celebrating the first birthday after awareness when such times take on a hold new meaning.  Back then it was about having a few beers or sharing a bottle of wine and gifts.  Now, I study astronomy and astrology planning particular time for meditation. 

Mystics say we get closer to our higher selves every month when the moon sets in our special place.  It must follow that we get closer to our higher selves on birthdays when the sun returns to natal position.  Maybe not.  I am still new here.  However, Mercury comes around to natal position during this birthday with the sun and even Saturn is close so the Poet counts on being closer than ever... under awareness.  One has to wonder if meditation is better on a birthday with the communication planet adding energy.  Hmmm.  The old me would meditate on and make plans for Vegas at this moment but it appears I am being held to higher standards by unquestionable powers that be.

Meditating on how not to go too far wielding cosmic powers on a timeless mission bestowed by a Goddess and ignited by Earth Goddesses might be a good idea but how far is too far in a world where savages are in control supported by sheep? 

I have actually tried to be as optimistic and positive about our possible first lady president as possible for good reasons.  Only one other possibility exists to a non-cataclysmic transition to a future world and that new political party is envisioned as a spiritual broom and dustpan sweeping up all the broken pieces and basically taking over what is left of American government and indeed humanity.

We think and hope this woman can be reached and has not gone where pampered minds go to be fed lethal doses of arrogance giving them the delusion that being an elected government official gives them some special powers of intellectual brilliance.  America does not need another pretentious genius.  Donald Trump is the polar opposite of the pretentious Washington bureaucrat and more and more Americans are going to wise up and get sick and tired of Fascists currently on both sides of the isle in D.C.  One would hope that Mr. Trump forces our lady Presidential hopeful to come with some new tricks instead of toting the Socialism and false hope of "change" dragged in by her predecessor.

What a pity meditations cannot take me away from the circus for longer periods of time.  Mystics might say I did something in a past life for my sufferings in this life.  That may be so but I do not think so.  It is not what I sense.  What I sense is that volunteers were asked to take one step forward and everybody took one step backwards except for yours truly who was busy day-dreaming probably about Earthly Goddesses and such is how we are thrust into to life situations thank you very much!.

Spiritual Journey Questions

Astrology and divination like Tarot, Palmistry and the like seem to be tools used by the lay person as predictors and guides to and of the future.  Will I find true love?  Will I ever be happy?  Will I get that job?  How do I increase my chances of getting that job?  Will there ever be peace in this world?

My spiritual journey into the High Arts wants to travel a slightly different path.  I have mentioned and posted a connection by natal chart to an important woman of our time.  Mystics, or at least most would tell me or you in similar situation that looking into past lives would help with the present and even the future.  It is sometimes difficult to fine fault with these people soon to be my associates for at least two reasons.  They have had to adapt to the 'patriarch matrix'.  Secondly, enlightenment teaches me that there are many paths to spirituality and enlightenment.  Still,  we cannot remember past lives for a reason and I suspect it is a good reason.  Entering a new world humanity must finally realize that spirituality and enlightenment are final stages of life and at some point each individual gets on the road.

Looking into past lives does not interest me because this life is plenty.  Some mystics have gone wrong here as individuals seem to become selfish as a consequence of the peace of mind spirituality brings especially through meditation.  A balance has been lost or perhaps never found.  Many become meek of... spirit, for lack of a better word at this time.  One has to at least wonder if an attachment to Ayn Rand protected me from... turn-the-other-cheek meekness.  In any event, I suspect it has lead to a good amount of Pagans becoming non-political.  And, of course I use Pagan here as an umbrella term covering all religions other than the major religions denigrating women.  It is not surprising that the major religions dominate politics in America.  Not only is there a fertility crisis choking the nation to death but in essence the cause has been found in morality.  With certainty I will draw upon what is gained here in this lifetime for the next lifetime but this world is on the brink of suicide now and my focus stays here.

Time does come soon when I must seek counsel from at least one of the Mystics posted here.  If you must know it is regarding quantum theory and not getting too deeply involved in this matter.  It raises the question of just who am I on a higher plane of existence. I feel like one of you or at least I did until 'cosmic transference'.  Mystics believe there are Angels among us and other ethereal or extraterrestrial beings in human form.  I think I would know if I were an Angel.  I have said on Facebook that I feel like I have been fighting this war for thousands of years.  That eureka moment manifesting as a matriarch society allows for great peace of mind and a bit of anxiety.  Given power to burn out hearts and destroy nations, I am then encouraged to show fellow humans more love.  Let the suffering begin.

Natal Chart of Firestorm Omega

This chart is within a few minutes of the actual time of my birth and I should like to get the exact time at some point but I sense that this is very close.  Also, the natal chart posted for Hillary Clinton lists her birth at exactly 8:00pm.  I suspect that it is off by a few minutes as well.

What does it all mean in the end?  Mystics and those people following and studying the High Arts perhaps understand but do they really see the big picture?  It is going to take a while before more of you can see some part of this new future I have been sent to bring you ostensibly through Hillary Clinton.

Mystics would tell me there is much karmic past between myself and she who covets becoming the first female President of these United States of America.  I would tell you that I am not interested at this time and perhaps never in this life time.  

Since gaining awaredness I have pondered a perplexing question of whether or not the great mystics have lead humanity astray. Enlightenment teaches me that all paths to enlightenment are the correct path.  My question then is why am I called here?  No, there is something that has gone wrong here and I am starting to find other mystics who disagree with the majority. 

The great mystics have lead you astray by putting your focus on returning to the source and perhaps inner peace.  My focus in this lifetime has been inner peace as well but I cannot leave this world as a cesspool if I can help it all.  My hope is that more of you will join me.

Links

Astrologyland.com

Cosmic Transference

The Riddle

Enlightenment