Desperately Seeking Spiritual Connection

Mission Notes from the Edge of Time

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Nine Inspirations under crowns of laurel,

  Showering secrets from above.

Whisper wisdom by light of the moon—

  Touch softly the soul of my Love.

Dear Diary,

Forgive me for ignoring you these past two years. Just when I wanted out, fate pulls me back into the human predicament. Perhaps it was wishful thinking sometime ago wanting this blog ended and yours truly onto a different life. It appears we may rest from time to time along our path to the spiritual mountain top, but we can never really stop. One does not commune with hummingbirds and then go on to a simple life. Hoisted by your own petard, we must continue in spiritual ascension enlightening and saving souls as fate commands.

While cause for hope springs forth here and there, darkness weighs heavily over this wanton world well before the golden dawn. True to gypsy man way of life, I find myself back once again where rat packs and a glitter gulch were born. Plans ask for a brief stay under neon lights after living over two years in humid Houston. Plans like a petulant young goddess are fickle bending with forceful wind.

Stepping away from the edge of time briefly, I actually voted for the first time in Texas. Texas along with Florida and perhaps a few other states in America remain as last bastions of freedom perhaps in the entire world. Most all other states in America are now mired in corporate marxism where science poses as a new god.

Two years of very limited intellectual and artistic activity spur urges to create. Lately, my mind wanders to rewriting the book that launched this journey and starting a new book that will finish it. Rewriting Dawning of the Matriarch Society should be an illuminating project. Still, starting this new book almost defies spiritual superlatives. New concepts sparking new terms, perhaps philosophical building blocks for a new cultural paradigm, my next book begs for a writing partner.

Early years spent on dating sites I remember going quite well. Then again, most of my early life before enlightenment can be described as lucky with women. Comparatively, I have led an enviable love life as enforced by different male friend conversations over the years. Alas, seems a distant past here in my senior years. Driving forces then centered solely around hormonal dictates. Seems appropriate now that my desires for a companion center around intellect and spirituality. Physical attractions were vastly easier seemingly just yesterday. Today, dating sites offer the boring, detectives, or scared kittens.

Driving now for a ride share company, I meet many women. Very often we have wonderful, funny, or even deep conversations. Such women are usually over 30 years younger than the author. Cannot find one woman on any dating site with a conversation going beyond, bowling, traveling, Christian religion, and spending time with my family. Is this a sign of the times or my age?

Wondering now has anyone written a blog post that was clarion call for a date? This is not that blog. I am wanting a companion who inspires my writing. Such inspiration can come in many forms. Romance is unimportant. Intellect, the capacity to comprehend new ideas and impulsively ask questions. To be such a companion, to spend considerable time together united by the same goal, positive emotions must be present. We must enjoy each others company for whatever reasons. There is a prominent psychiatrist who acknowledges loving emotions for patients and that such emotions between therapist and patient are natural and should be acknowledged. So then, my companion must have the capacity for love whether that love is romantic or platonic. A successful relationship in this endeavor cannot begin without the capacity for flourishing positive emotion between the two of us as would be inevitable in a close working relationship.

A brief description of my new book is in order. Only a few great mystics through the ages knew about a cosmic like force within the female species. I believe we see this concept in the idea of harems and this phenomena is also mentioned pragmatically in The Book of Mormon religion. I believe to be the first in giving this phenomena happening between men and women a name. I call this phenomena sporadically occurring on a cosmic level between men and women, the Heterosexual Nexus.

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So then, one might say we depart on a sacred journey to study love on the ethereal plane. Our relationship, whether platonic or romantic must be included in some chapter of the book. Great romance and passion in my young past built a Poet. Paradoxically, I have never known intellectual or spiritual love and connection. Fate taunts me with such love only in passing like ships in the night. I know she is there. Seems never to be our time. 

  Our wonderful universe ordains this book and I would never believe it is to be written without direct aid of an earth goddess. A great void exists on dating sites for freethinkers. So, I go to the blogosphere and virtual space to find a woman among women. Poet seeks someone unknowing of her magic, someone with deep thoughts, someone looking for higher destiny. Writers would be good for this collaboration but the capacity for love and higher thinking remain key. Qualifications appear more subjective, spiritual and intellectual. Back in the day, I never cared about the religion of my girlfriends. Same remains true for this… partnership. Really need someone to bounce new ideas off who owns an internal sounding board. Looking for a rare breed, someone looking for a spiritual adventure.

Successful partner in this endeavor shall be given co-writer credits and copyrights regardless of any literary contribution at publication. Further remunerations negotiable. Living in Las Vegas now, but this probably is not my final destination. I anticipate beginning research in one year so we have plenty of time to discuss all concepts, and associated matriarch society. Minimum time we need to spend together during the entire project estimated to be three months. All other contact can be virtual and cell phones. Please, send resume or cover letter with subject heading; 

Heterosexual Nexus

To:  paganpaine@gmail.com

LINKS

Cosmic Transference; The Heterosexual Nexus

Saving Lady Liberals Under Natal Venus

Cosmic Tracks of My Tears

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A Few More Tears; Living on the Edge of Time

Living in this new reality, hyper-reality, enlightened

awareness where little smiles contain greatest joy and minor hurts cut deeply and painfully, one is left to wonder what fate plans next.  How much can I control?  How much should I control? Paradoxical parlance perplexes this particular spiritual path.  At this point, even to do nothing carries repercussions.  We understand now how the ancients and still much of humanity today is consumed with knowing the future seeking psychics and various fortune tellers.

Suffering greatly lately with an affliction causing deep romantic attraction to ladies of a liberal persuasion, one has to wonder if this is some important mission-related problem I am to solve.  Great powers that be must know that suffering in itself is a problem to be overcome.  If my suffering is unending, how the hell am I to find time to figure out even the time of day let alone the intricate mind of the liberal lady?

It actually crossed my mind that perhaps cosmic powers running the show want a few more tears from yours truly since magick residing in them came from my own words.  Careful what you wish for... careful what you say into the vast quantum field of dreams.  Let the tracks of my tears lead to Utopia.  Oh, the cosmic irony of it all!

Lately, the wacky tornado wanders through this timeless imagination leaving in her a wake deep pain and sadness that seems to stretch across lifetimes.  Stars and planets may connect us, if only they could think for us.  In all the gin joints in all the world, it makes perfect sense she would walk into mine.  One supposes that someone had to beg for mercy for one of these many snowflakes falling apart and melting down all over America.

Award-winning Comedian, Sarah K. Silverman

Perhaps she is representative of them all.  Perhaps  untapped power waiting to ignite under weight of terrible tears scares them senseless.  Watching love become an unwitting stooge to monsters and fools falls under suffering meted out by the Marquis De Sade.

Many relationships over the last few years have ended in liberal looniness leaving this spiritual warrior scratching his head.  Watching love wallow in mediocrity, asleep at the wheel, a contemporary zombie, just another victim of patriarch matrix malevolence and her own vulnerability appears inescapable in my new enigmatic prison.  Trapped in a living puzzle, a virtual maze of snowflake flakey love, I am forced to unravel the mystery for spiritual survival and ascension.

Given the keys to a splendid universe in mint condition and secrets to eternity, I am as most of us are well beyond the evolution of my namesake and great Forefather, Thomas Paine.  Still, I am given to wonder as he did in his later years of cosmic questions taking us beyond death.  He wondered about intelligent life in our universe.  I wonder if I must know eternity alone watching friends and family grow old and die all around me?

As a breathing paradox slowly makes this transition from thrower of cosmic fireballs to spiritual and physical healer, it is a type of suffering to pay attention to politics for someone who has never voted.  Nevertheless, it is a repercussion of awareness and part of the journey and growth.  In for a penny, in for a pound, as they say.  If I am condemned for some unknown time to suffering through bureaucracy and lost snowflake love for the sake of humanity, it can only be like sands through the hourglass and my new reality of living on the edge of time.

LINKS

Pinterest; Canager Original Burning

Sarah Silverman Says Louis C.K. Masturbated In Front Of Her With Consent

Sarah Silverman's 'I Love You America' canceled by Hulu 

Puppy Love Diplomacy 3000

Modern day animal diplomacy started with China sending pandas to friends and foes. China first sent pandas to the Soviet Union in the 1950s and after President Richard Nixon visited in 1972 opening channels still flowing to this day. Something about cute furry animals seems to incite the best in humanity paving a way to everything from grandstanding and flag waving to international commerce and peace treaties. Giving dogs is actually common among the Korean governments. However, there is something different about the latest attempt to exploit the furry love factor in the Koreas today.  When North Korean leader, Kim Jong Un gifted two pups to his South Korean counterpart, Moon Jae In after their landmark summit meeting in September, animal diplomacy seems to have taken a turn towards peace and puppy love with magical overtones.  

Songgang and Gomi, the two Pungsans in question,  unknown at the time were expecting little ones.  Bred to weather cold mountainous terrains and known for bravery, the North Korean gift of diplomacy has given the world six adorable puppies.  If you have followed here often enough then you know exposing spiritual links or what Carl Jung might call "synchronicity" in our changing world of today to our utopian world of tomorrow is a working theme. Those six diplomatic puppies are 3 male and 3 female.

South Korean President Moon Jae In and first lady, with puppy love

Korean puppy love signals a coming balance of intellectually and spiritually balanced males and females as humanity moves forward.  There are no gender-neutrals or transgenders born to dogs or humans.  Nature shows us the way if we only look, listen, and hear.

Bringing North and South Korea together for peace talks is

the most significant achievement by a U.S. President since perhaps the JFK  "the moon" speech in 1961.  I say perhaps because President Kennedy relied on scientists, those boys of NASA, and a host of jet-flying astronauts to make that dream come true.  Donald Trump relied solely on his braggadocios ego and perhaps the egos of the two Korean leaders to accomplish the facilitation of unprecedented peace talks.

“South and North Korea confirmed the common goal of realizing, through complete denuclearization, a nuclear-free Korean Peninsula,”

The statement signed by both Korean leaders must have sent chills down the spines of liberals all over the world.  Kim Jong Un was widely viewed as an unstable dictator.  War between the two countries technically has never ended going on for over 60 years until the arrival of the anti-establishment president. Trump, Lord of the Deal, is only the first sitting U.S. President to ever meet with a North
Korean leader in history.  

“The United States has been played beautifully, like a fiddle, because you had a different kind of a leader,” Mr. Trump said. “We’re not going to be played, O.K.? We’re going to hopefully make a deal; if we don’t, that’s fine.”

They said he would never be president.  Against all odds he became potus45 and instead of hitting it out of the ballpark, Trump is building a new park and cleaning up the game!  A Nobel Peace Prize would never capture the spirit and significance of such an astonishing achievement even if the prize still held credibility.

Vladamir Putin with gifted Akita from Japan

President Trump has not only brought peace to the Koreas but he has threatened to bring peace to Russia!  How does one make peace with Russia?!  Ronald Reagan called them the "Evil Empire" and somewhere in this spider-web of interconnected blogs you might see Putin called the King of Communism.  Who knew the Donald had a love for peace? Trump has also hinted at easing relations with the Chinese so perhaps they will stop stealing technology and state secrets from senile Senators.  The thought of  #OrangeManBad as global peacemaker has perhaps made Trump even more hated by the left.

Please, let the above statement sink in for a while.  Perhaps it should be restated as metaphor to capture the full rapture of the point.  Nobody doesn't like puppies.  Or, what kind of person would hate a puppy? People who #resist the presidency of Trump resist world peace!  World peace is represented adorably in six lovable Pungsan puppies sent by a suddenly lovable Kim Jong Un for no other purpose than to spur peace between warring nations.  Lovable Kim Jong would not be so lovable or sending diplomatic puppy love if not for Donald Trump. So then, hating Trump is akin to hating puppies!

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. -Jimi Hendrix

LINKS

North and South Korea Set Bold Goals: A Final Peace and No Nuclear Kim Jong Un gifted two adorable puppies to South Korea’s president

Donald Trump meets Kim Jong-un: The handshake, the meetingLet Slip the Dogs of Diplomacy
UE HOUSIE Songgang and Gomi Two Pups Gifted as a Sign of Peace 
Past Puppies 1 | Dances with Wolves Ranch
A dog Kim Jong Un gave to South Korea as a peace gift has had 6 puppies

Too Far Gone: Where Snowflakes Find Love

Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez disrespected in D.C.

Trying to inspire voters against Republicans for the recent mid-term elections, liberal comedian and part-time political activist, Sarah Silverman graced the nation with some of her wacky wisdom.  “I wish I could get through to the 52 percent of white women who put Trump in office, but they’re too far gone,” said Silverman promoting one of her shows on Hulu.  When one considers the endless baffling comments emanating from U.S. Representative-elect, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez of New York along with gems from Sarah and other liberal celebrities, we are forced to pause and contemplate on a problem that is not going away soon.  When the Goddess of Reason was blessing intellects, a generation of liberals may have been distracted by a purple dinosaur.

Let us frame this matter in the appropriate background.  One of the many funny episodes of the classic TV comedy, Seinfeld often included, George Costanza getting caught in an elaborate lie and then continuing with another life-altering lie to cover for the first lie against facts of reality out of pure spite.  It all sounds crazy but Seinfeld characters were regularly able to pull off such insanity inducing roaring laughter.  This is rather the fix liberals find themselves in and America is not laughing with them.

Submitted for your consideration are just a couple of a growing list of quotes from the new darling of the Democrat Party.  Decipher, decode, discover, if you will the audacity of hope when it lacks powers of reason and the ability for self-examination.

I think that politically, this upper-middle class is probably more moderate, but that upper-middle class doesn’t exist anymore in America, and thanks to the continued deregulation of Wall Street, thanks to the continued gutting of working- and middle-class people, we need stronger champions.  

―Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez

Some of us would like to think all liberals are airheads but it cannot be true based on the law of averages alone.  So then, higher-ups in the Democrat National Committee (DNC) and elite liberal supporters must know what their new darling sounds like.  Should we ask how she rose to her current position?  Based on loose New York voting standards and DNC political and voting stratagems, it seems shamelessly unnecessary.  Consequently, Alexandria puts the party in a position similar to George.  Democrats have no choice but to continue more elaborate party-altering lies against the facts of reality to cover for the first lie.  Rather than do the right thing when the opportunity was there and bite the bullet, Democrats would rather double-down on bizarro world.

Recently, Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton went on tour to campaign or stay relevant or obey puppet master orders.  In any event, what we saw and heard from them was uncut, unfiltered, without their many handlers, advisors, and speech writers.  And, what we saw and heard was not good.  Obama treats Democrat supporters like morons by attempting to claim credit for Trump's booming economy. Videos of Obama exclaiming Trump producing no "magic wand" to bring jobs back to America are now infamous and hilarious.  Hillary was even worse idolizing her sexual predator impeached and disbarred husband while later disparaging African-Americans in a clearly racist tone.  

Without liberal mainstream media help and protection, liberal leaders operate without a mask or safety net.  Liberal supporters and their children raised on progressive ideology of the politically-correct do not hurt feelings of others and everyone gets a star or participation trophy because everyone is super special, have had their ability to cope or self-examine retarded. Meeting failure and ridicule can easily snap fragile minds like a popsicle stick. Such children are never or rarely able to experience life without a safety net. Their cultural malady answers questions not asked.  What happens when pretense becomes nourishment?

“It has never been shown that “high self-esteem” is a good trait for students to possess. Meanwhile, researchers have uncovered a worrisome correlation between inflated self-esteem and juvenile delinquency. As Brad Bushman, an Iowa State University psychologist, explains, “If kids develop unrealistic opinions of themselves and those views are rejected by others, the kids are potentially dangerous.”

―Christina Hoff Sommers, The War Against Boys: How Misguided Policies are Harming Our Young Men

Children of the liberal are "potentially dangerous" when greeted by the cold hand of reality and we unfortunately see this acted out in response to the unpretentious Trump and in most all school massacres in general.  Most all such shootings are done by liberals.  We should not be surprised by the escalating of violence by liberals but then this angle does stray from the subject matter here a bit.  Laughter brings us here to the doorstep of progressive liberals.

Alyssa Milano and Barbara Streisand probably have no

real peers or people who genuinely care for them offering views that differ from their wishful narratives.  If Alyssa has a bad idea for a Netflix script, sycophants would rather call her a genius than give her the truth and so the public has sensibilities assaulted by the likes of "Insatiable", an incredible Netflix bomb.  Apparently, critics were lining up to trash the epic cable TV movie.  

Netflix’s #Insatiable isn't as bad as you've heard. It’s actually worse, in ways that you can’t even anticipate.  -NY Magazine

Barbara Streisand can afford the best psycho-therapy in the

world yet cannot move on with her life in the Trump era according to her well-publicized tweets.  One wonders if she does indeed have a high-priced fancy safe spaces therapist who actually encouraged her to use her angst for Trump creatively in music like her new album release, "Walls". Such astounding quackery needs desperately to be exposed. Why does the name itself seem to induce a giggle? Martha Stewart might call that giggle a 'good thing'. One hopes Bab's intentions are to make us smile. However, reviewers say otherwise and are greeting the "propaganda" album with stale reviews often going out of their way to be gentle with the grand Diva. Not so with The National Review, Armond White called it "her unfortunate album" saying it was "tone-deaf, self-absorbed, and out of touch."

Psychologists acknowledge several different "defense mechanisms" used by humans to cope with a stressful existence.  According to Psyche.central.com, people use defense mechanisms "to distance themselves from a full awareness of unpleasant thoughts, feelings, and behaviors."  One such defense mechanism is, projection. 

Projection is the misattribution of a person’s undesired thoughts, feelings or impulses onto another person who does not have those thoughts, feelings or impulses. Projection is used especially when the thoughts are considered unacceptable for the person to express, or they feel completely ill at ease with having them.  

―Psyche.central.com

I Love You America - Sarah Silverman on Hulu

Sarah Silverman thinks conservative women are too far gone?  We must hope she is not projecting.  One wonders how Sarah would explain the group of liberal women who got together recently to protest against Trump by screaming through their vaginas?  I should love to see her explain naked "grab them by the ballot" women. Are they out of touch, too far gone from reality to know that such an event was unseemly and just a bad idea?  The list of liberal women and questionable behavior as political activism is much too long to entertain here.  Someone count the bizarre public activist episodes by conservative women and get back to me.  Miss Silverman would have a difficult time explaining rationally her tweets and especially her recent revelations on Louis C.K. let alone other bizarre behavior of liberal women .

America rightly has difficulty taking any comedian suddenly turned political activist seriously.  However, there is some precedence for liberal comedians becoming politicians in Saturday Night Live alum, Al Franken.  Still, he was never a very good Senator or comedian for that matter.  And, of course he did resign in disgrace under sexual harassment complaints so perhaps we need another example.  Perhaps Sarah is being pushed by well-meaning sheep to run for public office or otherwise use her celebrity status to push for socio-political justice. Pressure is well known to create diamonds or crushed souls scattered on wayward roads trampled under foot of those they would idolize. Nevertheless, how could we ever take Sarah seriously after the infamous "military" tweet? More importantly, how does Sarah Silverman have the audacity to ask us to take her seriously? 

The same question is asked of an endless list of celebrities from every genre resisting a prosperous safe future. Do they not have someone close posing devil's advocate questions? Does stardom often kill that little voice inside the brain telling celebrities not to eat that second donut or make frenzied late-nite tweets?

Protesting Trump before the election we get.  Two years into Trump America and what bizarro liberal celebrities protest against now is record unemployment, record DOW and other economic barometers, soaring consumer confidence, safe borders, and stunning peace talks and actions between North and South Korea.  Trump quietly has hired more women than any other president and lets freedom ring with tear-jerking pardons.

President Donald Trump wins votes from women across a broad spectrum of social and political classes.  He even gets votes from ex-liberals as they #WalkAway from the political party creating a bizarro world where nonsensical is the new brilliant.  Perhaps liberals are not understanding love.  They cannot grasp why Trump is loved so unfailingly and it vexes them to hysteria forcing outlandish behavior and comments. How can Trump be loved so intensely by so many Americans when mainstream media says otherwise?

Fans cheer President Trump Wilkes-Barre, Pa., Photo: Victor J. Blue/Bloomber

Why Trump is loved dearly has surely been explained somewhere here in this interconnected spider web of related blogs a time or two.  Certifiable Trump haters out of touch with facts of reality simply wish not to hear the truth.

If some liberals are too far gone like Costanza on an improbable roadtrip to an imaginary cabin in the Hamptons, what can we expect next in the real world?  If only Trump haters were all as funny as the summer of George, what a world it would be!

What we had was an existential threat in the context of a war. We had a direct existential threat with another nation, this time it was Nazi Germany, and the Axis, who explicitly made the United States as an enemy, as an enemy. And what we did was that we chose to mobilize our entire economy and industrialized our entire economy and we put hundreds if not millions of people to work in defending our shores and defending this country. We have to do the same thing in order to get us to 100 percent renewable energy, and that’s just the truth of it.  

―Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez

"WAKE UP & JOIN THE RESISTANCE. ONCE THE MILITARY IS W US FASCISTS GET OVERTHROWN. MAD KING & HIS HANDLERS GO BYE BYE". 

 ―@SarahKSilverman

“Those that don't got it, can't show it. Those that got it, can't hide it.” 

― Zora Neale Hurston

LINKS

Ocasio-Cortez: I'm upset at Trump's Disrespect

7 Staggering Quotes Made by Progressive Democrats New Star

Sarah Silverman Says White Women Who Voted for Trump are 'Too Far Gone'

Barbara Streisand's Propaganda Walls Tumble Down

Out of Shape Women Strip Naked to Encourage Anti-Trump Vote ...

Science says liberals, not conservatives are psychotic


Trump is more popular than Dems want to admit

Bombs Away! MSM reviewers are Trashing Alyssa Milano's "Insatiable"

Goodreads.com

Top Six Creepiest Liberal Episodes (so far 2018)

“That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending - performing. You get to love your pretence. It's true, we're locked in an image, an act - and the sad thing is, people get so used to their image, they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it, they feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession.” 

― Jim Morrison